9/7/2012 ~ Dear Future Husband

Dear Future Husband,
Honestly, I’m still doing better waiting for you. Finally! This week I’ve really been just trying to focus on God’s plan for my life and for even more immediately, His plan for this semester and how I can just tell He’s gonna blow this campus away using all of us for Him. And I’m excited. :)
So that’s been cool, I’m pretty stoked to see what He’s gonna do this year and who knows, maybe I’ll even run into you this year?
Waiting as always,
Hope Kristen

From To My Future Spouse Tumblr:
– To you and only you, I am an open book What would you like to know?

– Sometimes I ache for you so much that it hurts. I see all of my friends getting engaged, and I want that same relationship for myself so badly. It gives me hope that someday that will be the same for us. I cannot wait until the day that we are united together as man and wife.

– I can’t wait to bless you, to serve you, to honor you.
I am already so proud of you, and I will tell you everyday.
Praying for you always.

– Right now, I’m feeling the pain and sorrow that comes from seeing other people so happily in love. I know that when you arrive in my life that all the past will disappear and all will seem right again, but it’s still painful right now. Simply put, I’m ready for you to be in my life. I’m just asking a few small things: be patient, I am not going to trust you right off the bat; don’t push me, I’m stubborn and pushing me is only going to make me dig in my heels; and love me, I promise, in time, I’ll love you back. I’m growing into a Proverbs 31 woman, but I’ll never be perfect. Sorry.
Still Waiting,
Your Future Wife.
~Jeremiah 29:11~

The Last Battle

You all know by now that I have a very strong admiration towards C.S. Lewis, and those of you who have been reading for a while have heard me talk of my deep love for the Chronicles of Narnia series. One reason I love those 7 books so much is the fact that they are such a perfect allegory to the story of Christ and of our Christian faith. I think at times we have all acted like Edmund, being a traitor and not doing as we should, we’ve all been (Or should have all been) like Lucy, innocent and perfectly trusting in her childlike faith, we’ve all been a bit of Peter, strong, courageous and ready to fight for the cause. Unfortunately sometimes Christians can be like Susan too, at the end of the books where she rejected Narnia for things of the world claiming it was a fairy tale all along. The great thing is as much as we act like Susan and Edmund, God, like Aslan is welcoming us back and will always forgive. The last book of the series, The Last Battle, though not my favorite of the series because it’s sad and it’s the end, is a perfect allegory of the coming end of days. Some day this world as we know it will end and God will create a new Heaven and a New Earth for us. He’ll be waiting for us there and it will be perfect as He wants it to be. It’s sometimes hard to wait for that time. I know sometimes I can catch glimpses of how that life will be, on a sunny day, when a warm breeze passes by or when I’m so deep in worship that I can feel God right beside me and I feel homesick for that life. It’s hard but we have to be patient, we have to know that someday we will reach that new place and it will be perfect, more perfect than our human minds could ever imagine and in that day we will finally be home. This old world will pass away and we’ll never have to live without God’s glory being the number one prevalent thing in our lives. I for one can’t wait but in the meantime I’m working on doing God’s work and using everything He’s given me to be who He wants me to be.
Hope ♥

“I have come home at last! This is my real country! I belong here. This is the land I have been looking for all my life, though I never knew it till now…Come further up, come further in!”
― C.S. Lewis, The Last Battle

“And as He spoke, He no longer looked to them like a lion; but the things that began to happen after that were so great and beautiful that I cannot write them.”
― C.S. Lewis, The Last Battle

“Would it not be better to be dead than to have this horrible fear that Aslan has come and is not like the Aslan we have believed in and longed for? It is as if the sun rose one day and were a black sun.”
― C.S. Lewis, The Last Battle

“Emeth speaking of Aslan, “Beloved, said the Glorious One, unless thy desire had been for me thou wouldst not have sought so long and so truly. For all find what they truly seek…And since then, O Kings and Ladies, I have been wandering to find him and my happiness is so great that it even weakens me like a wound. And this is the marvel of marvels, that he called me Beloved, me who am but as a dog”
― C.S. Lewis, The Last Battle

“All their life in this world and all their adventures had only been the cover and the title page: now at last they were beginning Chapter One of the Great Story which no one on earth has read: which goes on for ever: in which every chapter is better than the one before.”
― C.S. Lewis, The Last Battle

Perhaps you will get some idea of it if you think like this. You may have been in a room in which there was a window that looked out on a lovely bay of the sea or a green valley that wound away among the mountains. And in the wall of that room opposite to the glass there may have been a looking glass. And the sea in the mirror, or the valley in the mirror, were in one sense just the same as the real ones: yet at the same time they were somehow different — deeper, more wonderful, more like places in a story: in a story you have never heard but very much want to know. The difference between the old Narnia and the new Narnia was like that. The new one was a deeper country: every rock and flower and blade of grass looked like it meant more. I can’t describe it any better than that: if you ever get there you will know what I mean.
It was the unicorn who summed up what everyone was feeling. He stamped his right fore-hoof on the ground and neighed, and then cried:
“I have come home at last! This is my real country! I belong here. This is the land I have been looking for all my life, though I never knew it till now. The reason why we loved the old Narnia so much is because it sometimes looked a little like this. Bree-hee-hee! Come further up, come further in!”
~ The Last Battle

“The term is over: the holidays have begun. The dream is ended: this is the morning.” And as He spoke He no longer looked to them like a lion; but the things that began to happen after that were so great and beautiful that I cannot
write them. And for us this is the end of all stories, and we can most truly say they all lived happily ever after. But for them it was only the beginning of the real story. All their life in this world and all their adventures in Narnia had only been the cover and the title page: now at last they were beginning Chapter One of the Great Story which no one on earth has read: which goes on for ever: in which every chapter is better than the one before.
~ The Last Battle

This is home
Now I’m finally
Where I belong
Where I belong
Yeah, this is home
I’ve been searching
For a place of my own
Now I’ve found it
Maybe this is home
Yeah, this is home
~ Switchfoot, written for the Prince Caspian soundtrack

4/27/2012 ~ Dear Future Husband

Due to my current hiatus from Tumblr, this weeks post will not include posts from the To My Future Spouse Tumblr. Next Friday will go back to our regularly scheduled posts.

Dear Future Husband,
God has been teaching me a lot this week and most of it has been about trusting Him. Yesterday in my quiet time I found a verse that really comforted me and reminded me to wait for you and for God’s perfect timing: Psalm 37:23 ~ The steps of the Godly are directed by the Lord. He delights in every detail of their lives. I thought that was cool because it’s true, God does care so much about even the little events in our lives, meeting our soul mate is way more than a little thing so why don’t I remember to perfectly trust and wait for His timing? He knows what’s going on. I should take comfort in that fact more often. Another verse that struck me yesterday was v 7 of Psalm 37, “Be still in the presence of the LORD, and wait patiently for him to act.” I definitely need to focus and meditate on these promises more often. God’s timing is always good, no matter how angsty and jealous and hopeless I feel about the situation, God has a plan and it’s better than I could plan for. God is good.
I love you dear and I can’t wait til we meet (But I am trying to be more patient)
Love,
Hope Kristen ♥

I am weak but He is strong.

I’m not really sure what’s going on with me right now. I wrote a few posts ago about how I’m finally feeling content with life and with being single, don’t worry, I haven’t regressed on that, I’m still feeling content with being single and God is doing some amazing things in my life, His works are so prevalent everyday, I’m so blessed. Despite all of this, something is wrong. I don’t know what but two nights ago this feeling of discouragement and disheartenment, nothing bad has happened, the weather is nice, I don’t have an unsual amount to do this week, it’s weird. Despite this feeling of gloom looming over me, I’m trying my hardest not to lose hope (Ok guys, you can stop laughing, I’m not purposely using my name as a pun…) and keep encouraged. Fortunately I’m blessed with amazing friends who cheer me up when I’m down and of course God’s word has got some amazing pieces of encouragement. I thought I would share some that I’ve found so far (and some that friends have found for me) so hopefully you all can be encouraged as well!

Exodus 19:5 “For you are my treasured possession” (Ok, how cool is that? We are God’s treasured possessions! Just thinking about it brightens my spirits considerably!)

Psalm 139:14 “For you are fearfully and wonderfully made”

Proverbs 3:5-6 “Trust Him, don’t depend on yourself, God will take care of everything. Seek His will.”

Psalm 27:14 “Wait patiently for the Lord.”

Psalm 37:7 “Be still in the presence of the Lord.”

Romans 5:8 “I loved you at your darkest.”

Psalm 71:14 “But as for me I will always have hope.”

Hope ♥

“For I Know the Plans I Have for You”, declares the Lord, “plans to prosper you and not to harm you, plans to give you hope and a future.” ~ Jeremiah 29:11

Sometimes I wonder what it’s like to have someone love you. To want to spend all their time with you, to smile when you text them, to think you’re pretty and all that sappy stuff. Sure, I’ve had two boyfriends in the past but those were both in High School and both lasted two months. They weren’t really real relationships and they never went anywhere, I’ve never been on a date and I’ve never been kissed. I’ve gotten to the point finally where I’m ok with being single, I know God has a plan for me and it’s better than what I tend to plan for myself but I do have that longing for someone to care, and to experience all of those things with. For someone to share my life with in that special way. Not that I’m saying I’m ready to get married, I’m definitely not but I am ready to be in a serious relationship. I want to have someone to care for that feels the same in return and have that soul mate I can laugh with, cry with, tell everything to and just have someone to hold me, and someone I can lean on. I know I’m bordering on sappy/angsty again but this time it’s not that I’m sad and impatient, I just wanted to write down how I’m feeling. I’m mostly content with waiting for God’s timing now, I know from experience that His timing is always best, I’m just wondering how long I will have to wait to find that person. Do I know him now? Does he already like me and I’m missing something? Do I like him and he doesn’t yet feel the same? Or have I yet to meet him and I need to continue to wait for a while? Obviously, I have no idea what the answers to these questions are and I will try to be continuously patient and prayerful and focused on what God wants me to do with my life while I wait. I do hope that, to borrow the phrase from Disney, “My prince will come” soon. Not that I’m expecting an actual prince, but whoever my soul mate is I’ll see him as a prince and he’ll be perfect to me. I often lose hope that someone is out there for me but at the same time as I feel this longing for someone, I know they have to be, God wouldn’t give me this feeling for nothing. So I’ll wait, I know whoever He has for me will be worth it.
Hope ♥

God is faithful

Ok, so in my last post I was a bit angsty and definitely not feeling how I wanted to which I apologize for. Since writing that, I’ve been in a lot of prayer and I got the chance to talk to some of my friends about how I was feeling about housing arrangements next year and the distance between us all. Since then I’ve started feeling much better and my friends have been a great comfort to me, I know that I shouldn’t have been worrying but the Devil was really using that to get to me.
Anyways, since then I’ve been feeling much better about that and I’m trying to be continually joyful and not complain about anything. As I currently have a cold with a terrible, hacking cough, I’m not doing as well at not complaining as I wish but I have gotten better in recent weeks. God has also really laid on my heart recently to just love everyone. In church on Sunday our pastor discussed that love is everything. Without it we are completely insignificant and not being Christ-like without love. We need to love everyone, including the people we dislike and that everyone dislikes like we love the people that we actually love. It was a super convicting message because it is hard sometimes to love the so-called unlovable but it doesn’t matter, that’s what we have to do. It was a great message and I’m working hard at feeling that love for everyone.
I hope you’re all having a great day!
Hope

Worry is not good.

I’m really bad at worrying. I know I shouldn’t be but I am. It’s not that I don’t trust God because I totally do but I worry about things. I worry about my feelings, I worry about the future, I worry about what people think of me. I hate it, the Bible very clearly many time says don’t worry. Pray about everything. And I do, I pray almost constantly but the devil keeps getting me down with all this worry. And now he’s been plaguing me with loneliness to. Which is stupid, I’m surrounded by friends, best friends all the time. But I still worry and feel lonely, I worry that my best friends this year will not be as close next year. We’ll be across campus from each other and I’m worried that since they’ll all be together next year they’ll forget about me and not have time for me. I hate this feeling, I’m just afraid and worried of being forgotten again. I am always forgotten, I always care more about others than they care about me. Always. And I hate it but I don’t know how to fix it. I just care too much. And these are the things that worry me. I hate it, I need to stop and just trust God. After all, even if I do lose everything else, I have God. And He’s the one that matters.
God, please help me stop worrying and being jealous and let me just focus on what I should. I hate being like this.

Philippians 4:6 ~ Don’t worry about anything; instead, pray about everything. Tell God what you need, and thank him for all he has done.

Hope ♥

God’s Plan is Always the Best Plan

Jeremiah 29:11 ~ I know what I’m doing. I have it all planned out-plans to take care of you, not abandon you, plans to give you the future you hope for.

Sometimes as humans we make our own plans and try to decide by ourselves what would be best. We don’t think about whether it’s in God’s plan or not and we sometimes get carried away and try to make what we want happen. The problem with this is we can’t usually see the big picture, we don’t know if something will hurt us or help us. We want to be in control and we grow so attached to our plans that we can’t imagine things going differently. This isn’t usually the best thing though, we need to focus on God’s plans for our lives and do what He wants us to. As our Father, He has our best interest at heart. It might hurt us at first when we don’t get what we think we want or what we desire but God can see the whole picture. I’ve heard the illustration before and I think it’s a good one of a little kid wanting to have candy for every single meal. Obviously, no good parent is going to let that happen but the kid wants it so badly and can’t possibly understand why the parent won’t let him have it. It tastes good, it looks good, surely it must be good right? But the kid doesn’t understand that it would just end up hurting him and making him sick and unhealthy in the end. That’s what God does for us, He wants us to stay healthy and happier in the long run. It might hurt but He will always give us the best for us. We just have to trust Him and wait for His plan to play out.
Hope ♥

” Sometimes, God doesn’t give you what you think you want. Not because you don’t deserve it, but because you deserve so much more.”

1/30/2012 ~ Dear Future Husband (Other posts on Friday so I didn’t get this done then…)

Dear Future Husband,
I hope that we can have a fun marriage when we find each other. I keep finding adorable stories on Pinterest of spouses playing with NERF guns together and lightsabers and all those things, please do those things with me, I can’t wait to be with you and have fun. I love you so much and can’t wait to meet you.
Love,
Hope ♥

From To My Future Spouse Tumblr:
– Let’s live happily ever after.

– With the exception of God, I desire to be your everything.
I want to take your breath away.
I love you.

– I hope you exist.

– The things I image us doing someday soon:
– you kidnapping me and taking me on a drive through our beautiful city and out to a park to go exploring
– joking and laughing hysterically as we make dinner together
– laying on our bed reading and resting after our long work week
– admiring each other during different parts our days at our company (that we co-own)
– calling each other “my love”
– sharing our hearts deepest thoughts, in the morning, about what the Lord is teaching us
Hold on, we’ll be together soon, just keep your eyes on Jesus and keep pursuing His will for your life.
See you soon, love. :)

– Please be a hopeless romantic. Surprise me with my favorite flowers. Write me love notes. It’s the little things that make my heart skip a beat.

– Every time I think of you, I thank my God. – Philippians 1:3

– I’ll forgive your past if need be, but take control of your present because I’m your future.

– I’ll dance in the rain with you…if you want.

– I don’t care how you propose to me. It doesn’t need to be fancy or a huge deal. But I would love it if you would ask my dad for permission and get down on one knee.

– Love bears all things, believes all things, hopes all things, endures all things. LOVE NEVER FAILS.” – 1 COR 13:7.
These are my promises to you.

– What’s meant to be will always find its way in the end. I’m believing that with us.

– Real men never stop trying to show a girl how much she means to him…even after he gets her.

– Divorce will never be an option. We won’t even talk about it, except to tell each other that it will never happen. There will be times that we will be so pissed off at each other that we’ll want to do it, but I won’t ever let you go. I’ve searched and waited for too freaking long to lose you. I promise you that I will fail at many things, but this will not be one of them. I cannot keep this promise with my feeble, human strength; Jesus will be the strength that holds this promise together.

– I know my heart has its battle scars and is a little rough around the edges from my past relationships, but it’s all I have to give. I’m so glad you are happy to have it anyways.

– I almost always have music playing, but I’ll turn it off to talk to you.

– You’re late.

The Girl Who Waited

Amy Pond is known as the girl who waited on Doctor Who and eventually, as seen in “Closing Time” sort of, she realized that you can’t wait forever. She realized it was time for her to stop waiting and she did. I think I’ve come to that point as well. I can’t just sit around waiting for things to happen, yes, God will work His plan in my life but as a good friend pointed out recently, I don’t think God would want us to just sit around waiting for Him to work either, we have to do something, we can’t just expect Him to do all the work. He will if we don’t do anything because His plan will happen no matter what but sometimes He needs us to do something too and then the result is more rewarding. I’m not saying that in every situation we should take action, sometimes what God calls us to do is just wait, but other times we need to do what we’re supposed to.
Hope ♥

1/13/2012 ~ Dear Future Husband

Dear Future Husband,
How on earth is it possible for me to miss someone I don’t even know yet? I don’t know the answer to that but I know I do. Love is so prevalent everywhere you look. Movies, songs, books, TV, it’s everywhere. I’m not sure you can go even an hour without hearing about love. And not just love but sweet, sappy, romantic love that while I usually deny being a romantic and wanting, secretly (or not so secretly since I’m posting this on the internet) I want it more than anything. I’ve said it before and it’s true, I’m working on being patient. I really am. I’m doing my very best to focus on God’s plan for me and not think constantly of you and who you might be but no matter what I’m doing you plague my mind. I want to know you, I want to be held by you, loved by you. I want to be your friend and the one who means the most to you (besides Jesus). I love you and I can’t wait to know who you are.
I’m waiting (as patiently as I can) for you and I love you with all my heart already.
Yours,
Hope ♥

From To My Future Spouse Tumblr:
– I’ll be the Princess Leia to your Han Solo.

– “Do not arouse or awaken love, until it so desires.” song of songs 8:4
“Delight yourself in the Lord, and he will give you the desires of your heart.” Psalm 37:4
I am waiting so patiently for you. These verses are my encouragement from the Lord. <3
Love,
Your future Wife

– We’ll be a winning team…me, you, and Jesus. Done and done.

– I dream, I dream, I dream of you.

– You and you alone are all I want right now.

– Can we cuddle on the couch in the mornings, while reading our Bibles and sipping on coffee?
Because doing my favorite things with the love of my life will make mornings much easier to bear.
Sincerely,
Your Future Wife

– Be my Mr. Darcy?

Found this one on a different Tumblr but I hope against all hopes that you might be able to feel this way about me. – "A beautiful girl can make you dizzy, like you've been drinking Jack and Coke all morning. She can make you feel high; full of the single greatest commodity known to man: promise. Promise of a better day. Promise of a greater hope. Promise of a new tomorrow. This particular aura can be found in the gait of a beautiful girl. In her smile and in her soul.. and the way she makes every rotten little thing about life seem like it's going to be okay."

I want this too, gosh, why am I so sappy right now? – "If you were mine, I’d kiss your ankles and neck and the tip of your nose. I’d bring you film canisters filled with love notes and interesting books and I’d send you texts with random facts whenever I discovered something new. I’d show up at your house at midnight with a pot of your favourite kind of tea and a blanket and tell you to come down so we could lie down on your lawn and look at the stars. I’d go into the city with you and throw away your map and search for someplace beautiful. I’d photograph you every day. I’d buy you baggy t-shirts and sing to you constantly. I’d give you your space if you wanted it, I’d make you mixes for every week we’d been together, I’d hold your hand underwater, and I’d love you until you asked me not to." – Camryn Pulaski Day

12/23/2011 ~ Dear Future Husband

Dear Future Husband,
It’s almost Christmas now and everywhere you look it seems that people are talking about how they’re going to be with the one they love for Christmas. Now obviously that’s not what Christmas is about, it’s about the birth of Jesus our Lord and Savior but at the same time as I realize that, I can’t help but wish I could be with you this Christmas, or at least know who you are. I know, I know, I’m always so impatient about this matter and I know we’ll have the rest of our lives to be together once we finally meet but I wish I knew you now. Despite that though, I’m going to make the best of this Christmas and though I’ll be thinking of you, I’ll try to be patient. I’m praying for you and am anxiously waiting to finally know who you are. Merry Christmas my dear.
Love,
Hope

Taken from To My Future Spouse Tumblr:
– Get your ski mask ready: you steal my heart and I’ll steal your last name.
See you soon, my partner in crime!
– Though I sleep, my heart is awake. You alone will be able to tame my heart because I am yours.
– I am falling in love with you almost as fast as I am falling in love with Him. I promise I will never stop falling in love with you or Him, I just hope one day we can fall in love with Him together.
– I dreamed of you so long ago. Since then, I’ve been trying, in vain, to put some one in your place. I realized, maybe, I should let you find me….
– I just want to meet you.
– I can’t wait to fall in love with you. I can’t wait to marry you. I can’t wait to have/adopt children with you. I can’t wait to pray with you. I can’t wait teach our children about God’s love. I can’t wait to see our kids accept Christ and get baptized. I can’t wait to read the Bible with you. I’m patiently and prayerfully waiting.
– What if you don’t exist? What if I’m meant to be alone? These are questions I don’t want the answers to…
– “Why are you so far from me?
In my arms is where you ought to be
How long will you make me wait?
I don’t know how much more I can take
I missed you
But I haven’t met you
Oh but I want to
How I do
Slowly counting down the days
Till I finally know your name
Ooo the way your hand feels round my waist
The way you laugh
The way your kisses taste
Dear whoever you might be, I’m still waiting patiently.”
The Civil Wars
– You will find me;
Where the boldness of Esther
meets the warm closeness of Ruth.
Where the hospitality of Lydia
is aligned with the submission of Mary.
Which is engulfed by the tears of a praying Hannah.
I will be the one drenched in Proverbs 31.
Waiting for you.
Faithfully waiting.
Faithfully yours,
Your future wife <3
– All I have to say is that only God knows who you are.
I’m becoming super impatient, but then I keep reminding myself that He has it all under control.

I’m Trying Not to Worry

So one thing that I definitely know I need to fix about myself is the fact that I worry way to much. About everything. I know I shouldn’t, God has an awesome plan for me and has promised many times to take care of every need I ever have. Despite knowing this, I worry about my grades, my future, my relationships, my family, everything, and sure, it’s all important stuff but it’s stuff that God will take care of, in His own time. I need to just work on living my life to glorify Christ, not being all angsty and worrying about things that I literally have no control over (I mean, I can control my grades to an extent, but you know what I mean…) I’m so ridiculous sometimes. If I spent half the time I spend worrying on doing something to show others the glory of God or do something pleasing to Him, think how amazing that would be, I would be doing what I was created to do and bringing all the glory to God and making Him happy. Instead of just being worried and angsty when I can’t control things.
I’ve really been praying about this subject a lot and I’m really hoping that I can start being more patient and just focusing on God so much more. I get so distracted by everything and just don’t do what I should.
God, please help me just bring all the glory to You that I possibly can in my life and help me just let you do the rest.
Hope ♥

*Sigh*

Why can’t I get out of this angsty feeling? This past week was good, getting so close to God was awesome and it’s not like I’ve strayed away from that closeness, I just got angsty again tonight and I can’t stop it. I was trying so hard not to be angsty on my blog but I don’t have anywhere else to be angsty. I don’t want to bother my friends with my angst, and my friends who read my blog should probably expect it to get that way sometimes so I don’t feel bad about that but I feel annoying when I’m angsty. Part of it is the fact that it’s been five years today since I’ve seen my best friends because 5 years ago tomorrow is when I moved from Georgia and that’s hard of course but this stupidness of being all girly and angsty and just wanting someone to love. I’m trying to be patient, I really am. I just have stupid crushes on people I have no chance with. They’re too good for me, too nice, too amazing. They’ll never see me this way. Why can’t I just turn off my emotions until someone likes me back? Or just only fall for the person I’m gonna be with. Why do I have to go through all this waiting and angst and being all impatient when I should just be focusing on God? It’s so frustrating. And I feel bad liking people who don’t like me back because I know how it feels on occasion to have someone like me that I just don’t see like that, it makes me feel bad so I hate it. Sigh. I need to stop reading sappy posts on Tumblr too… Though I got angsty tonight before I saw sappy posts on Tumblr.
God, just please help me be patient and not so angsty!

I’m So Sick of Feeling This Way

I’m sick of feeling angsty all the time and not just rejoicing in how much God has done for me. I’m sick of feeling like I’ll never be number one to anyone. I’m tired of having no guys like me, much less the one I like. I’m sick of not even being on anyone’s list, not just not number one. I’m sick of just being the friend to people instead of being something more. I’m sick of having all these daydreams but knowing none of them will ever come true. I’m sick of feeling like I’m not good enough for people. I’m sick of feeling lonely and discouraged. I’m sick of being jealous of other girls because I feel like they’re better than me. I’m sick of the Devil getting all these thoughts in my head. I am a daughter of the king, a child of Christ. Jesus died on the Cross for me and my sins so I can spend eternity with Him. I am loved by God and others too but even if no one else in this world loved me, it would be enough because the creator of this universe thinks I’m important. He thinks I’m beautiful and He desires me. So why do I get caught up so much in why guys aren’t interested in me right now? I should be focusing on how to lead people to Christ and work on serving God in every way. I’m sick of letting myself put things before Christ.
This needs to change.
Hope