I’m So Sick of Feeling This Way
I’m sick of feeling angsty all the time and not just rejoicing in how much God has done for me. I’m sick of feeling like I’ll never be number one to anyone. I’m tired of having no guys like me, much less the one I like. I’m sick of not even being on anyone’s list, not just not number one. I’m sick of just being the friend to people instead of being something more. I’m sick of having all these daydreams but knowing none of them will ever come true. I’m sick of feeling like I’m not good enough for people. I’m sick of feeling lonely and discouraged. I’m sick of being jealous of other girls because I feel like they’re better than me. I’m sick of the Devil getting all these thoughts in my head. I am a daughter of the king, a child of Christ. Jesus died on the Cross for me and my sins so I can spend eternity with Him. I am loved by God and others too but even if no one else in this world loved me, it would be enough because the creator of this universe thinks I’m important. He thinks I’m beautiful and He desires me. So why do I get caught up so much in why guys aren’t interested in me right now? I should be focusing on how to lead people to Christ and work on serving God in every way. I’m sick of letting myself put things before Christ.
This needs to change.