September 27, 2013 ~ Dear Future Husband
I told myself love didn’t exist. I told myself that no one would ever care. That no one would ever think I’m beautiful, or even attractive. I told myself that I was fine with that, that it didn’t matter and I could just live off of friendships.
I’ve had a longing for more in my heart for a long time but I thought I could ignore it, because who would ever look at me and think they wanted to be with me? Who would hold me when I was crying? Comfort me when I’m upset? No one. I thought.
I’ve found love now. I have no idea whether it’s you or not, I hope so, if that’s not bad to say.
Love is beautiful, much, much better than I could have imagined.