Happy Times

I’ve been afraid of letting myself feel for a long time, feelings scare me and I’ve been trying to just not feel anything. I told people that I don’t believe in love (And I still really don’t) but I told them that if someone could prove me wrong, I would accept it and be glad they could prove me wrong. I’m not sure I ever believed myself though, I just assumed no one would ever try and prove me wrong so I wouldn’t have to deal with it.

But maybe I was wrong.. Maybe people do care and maybe someone out there could deal with my flaws and think I’m beautiful and care about me.

And maybe they can stop me from feeling afraid and give me someone to care about and like and be happy with.

Maybe there’s something out there after all..


Hope <3


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About elvishjesusfreak

I'm learning to love and be and grow up and things are hard but God is always so good.

2 responses to “Happy Times”

  1. Leelee says :

    Love does exist and it is wonderful. Let yourself be proven wrong on this.

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