2/22/2013 ~ Dear Future Husband
Dear Future Husband,
I’m scared to meet you. I’m scared that I’ll meet you and like you and you’ll sweep me off your feet. I don’t believe in love and don’t think it can exist, but I want it to be. Kind of… But it scares me a lot.
I’m scared you don’t exist but I’m almost more terrified you do. The thought of having someone love me like that is not something I’ve ever encountered and I don’t know how to handle even the thought of that being real.
I’m sorry. I’m so sorry I’m so broken and bitter about things. I don’t even know how it happened. I’m trying though, ok?