I’m Mildly Terrified.
A few days ago I wrote was about finally standing up for myself against my parents. Don’t worry, I’m not chickening out of this or anything but the more I think about it, the more scared I am. I know I have to do it but I’m not entirely sure how to go about this process. I need to do it respectfully obviously and I want them to still know I love them and everything but I can’t let them walk all over me either. I’ll be going home for Thanksgiving break on the 19th of this month and that’s when I need to say something and that terrifies me. I know when I say something my mom will start crying as always and tell me yet again how I’m breaking her heart. Of course she’ll probably also throw something in there about how she’s the only one I’ll ever be able to count on in my life because she’s family and no one else in this world actually cares. Yeah right… Anyways, if any of you have any ideas on what I should say here, that’d be great. And any prayers would still definitely come in handy. Thank you lovely readers!