I wish I was a better witness for Christ. I talk about my fandoms and my every day life all the time. I complain. I watch TV and read books instead of spending time with God. I’m selfish sometimes. But how often do I bring up the awesome things that God is doing in my life? How often do I discuss that He is my very best friend and I would be nothing without Him? I passed so many opportunities where I could’ve said something, maybe even changed someone’s life but I chickened out. Too afraid of what people would think. What kind of an awful person does that make me? My fear could keep someone from entering Heaven. I hate myself for that. God, forgive me. Always let me put you first. In everything I do, forever.